Shame

I only see myself reflected in your eyes,
To all that I believe I am essentially are lies,
And everything I'd hoped to be or ever thought I was,
Died with your belief in me so who the hell am I?

I don't know if I am real without you,
What is left of me without you?
I don't know what's real without you,
How can I exist without you?

I wondering around confused wondering why I try,
The more that you deny my pain the more it intensifies,
I pray for someone to ache for me the way I ache for you,
If you ignore that I'm alive I've nothing to cling to.

I don't know if I am real without you,
What is left of me without you?
I don't know what's real without you,
How can I exist without you?

I stare into this mirror so tired of this life,
If only you would speak to me or care if I'm alive,
Once I swore I would die for you but I never meant like this,
I never meant like this,
No I never meant like this.

I don't know if I am real without you,
What is left of me without you?
I don't know what's real without you,
How can I exist without you?

How can I exist without you?
How can I exist without you?