A Different Kind Of Pain

written by John Williams

Before I let you go,
Give me just one more night,
To show you just how I feel,
I've lost all my control,
If it takes my whole damn life,
I'll make this up to you.

I'm kinda like the waves,
That roll their whole life towards somewhere,
Crashing it on the shore,
It's blown in by the wind,
That carries the clouds to hide,
My wish on a falling Star.

A different kind of pain,
Is someone there to hold you?
Is someone there to take you away from me?

A different kind of pain,
Is someone there to hold you?
Is someone there to take you away from me?

I tried to let you go,
I wish I could turn back time,
And show you just how I feel,
I needed you to know,
If it takes my whole damn life,
I'll make this up to you.

I'm kinda like the waves,
That roll their whole life towards somewhere,
Crashing it on the shore,
It's blown in by the wind,
That carries the clouds to hide,
My wish on a falling Star.

A different kind of pain,
Is someone there to hold you?
Is someone there to take you away from me?

A different kind of pain,
Is someone there to hold you?
Is someone there to take you away from me?

Before you let me go away,
Before you let me go away,
Before you let me go away,
Before you let me go I needed you to know.

A different kind of pain,
Is someone there to hold you?
Is someone there to take you away from me?

A different kind of pain,
Is someone there to hold you?
Is someone there to take you away from me?

It's a different kind of pain,
It's a different kind of pain,
It's a different kind of pain,
It's a different kind of pain.

It's a different kind of pain,
Before you let me go,
It's a different kind of pain,
I just needed you to know.

It's a different kind of...

Lament

written by Thomas Barrett & John Williams

Hanging by a thread,
Living out a dream I dread,
Everyday inside I'm dead,
Hearing voices in my head.

I'm giving it all away,
And I'll take this upon myself,
To destroy myself,
I'll wait...

I'm giving it all away,
And I'll take this upon myself,
To destroy myself,
I'll wait...

I'll wait?

Less than perfect I believe,
Everything less that I wanted to be,
I believe in the rain and the air I breathe,
Nothing else seems true to me.

I'm giving it all away,
And I'll take this upon myself,
To destroy myself,
I'll wait...

I'm giving it all away,
And I'll take this upon myself,
To destroy myself,
I'll wait....

Why can't I sleep?
Catatonic eyes I see,
Crowded thoughts choking my screams,
As the buckles tighten in on me.

And I'm giving it all away,
And I'll take this upon myself,
To destroy myself,
I'll wait...

And I'm giving it all away,
And I'll take this upon myself,
To destroy myself,
I'll wait...

I'll wait?

Coming Into You

written by Thomas Barrett & John Williams

I wonder what's inside the envelope today,
I've been pacing the floor for an hour,
No return from this point I've crossed,
But somehow I can't avoid all this power.

Seeing myself reflected in your eyes,
I can finally see the sky all around me,
Insanity ingeniously inside of me,
Your time has come so dearly.

So I look up to the sky,
Wondering why I can't see through these eyes,
To view me coming into you.

My inner-self?
I've disguised!
There's no way to see through your lies,
To view me coming into you.

To view me coming into you,
To view me coming into you.

Slowly I devise a plan to consume,
Everything you thought to be desirable,
Still I can't believe for how long,
You've planned my demise,
Unacceptable.

Still the more you runaway,
The closer I come to be the one,
You used to abuse,
Once my plans are realized,
And this game is stratigized,
My feelings for you?
I'll miss use.

So I look up to the sky,
Wondering why I can't see through these eyes,
To view me coming into you.

My inner-self?
I've disguised,
There's no way to see through your lies,
To view me coming into you.

To view me coming into you,
To view me coming into you.

Alternate 3rd & 4th Verses:

I wait alone inside this shelf,
Because of this I cannot hide?
The emptiness is killing me!
The loneliness I will subside.

And still I feel I'm getting closer,
To something words cannot explain,
It's left me locked outside of your World,
It's left its scar upon my brain!

Still Hear You Breathe

written by John Williams

Watching you from a distance I still can't believe,
The sympathy I showed you continually,
I pass by the window to see you aggressively,
To have and to hold you,
I creep into you passively.

But I feel the pain of a screaming goodbye,
Starring right back at me,
Dragging the pain of a love that has died,
But I can still hear you breathe.

Driving my soul to the brink/to the point of insanity,
Washing the blood of your lies off my hands painlessly,
The rains keep falling down on your heart as it bleeds,
Feel no remorse?
No regret for the pain you caused me?

But I feel the pain of a screaming goodbye,
Starring right back at me,
Dragging the pain of a love that has died,
But I can still hear you breathe.

Digging this hole in the Earth so many miles away,
Nobody here to witness the revenge of my pain,
You wanted to let me know of your love so you'll stay,
But now it's too late for this joy has now turned into rage.

But I feel the pain of a whispered goodbye,
While pleading to please set you free,
You felt the pain of a love that has died,
So why don't you please stop screaming?

I can still hear you breathe...

Hold Onto My Heart

written by John Williams, Terry Thomas, & Brian Howe

Whenever you need me I would be there,
Looking over your shoulder,
You know that I care.

But still you walked away,
And I could never seem to find the words,
The words to make you stay.

Hold onto my...
Hold onto my heart,
If it feels like it's fading.

Hold onto my...
Hold onto my heart,
You know I'll be waiting.

All this craziness,
Yes it keeps us apart,
So hold onto my heart.

Whatever you told me I would believe,
And over and over,
I had my heart on my sleeve.

And I gotta let you know,
That no matter where you are tonight,
I would never let you go.

Hold onto my...
Hold onto my heart,
If it feels like it's fading.

Hold onto my...
Hold onto my heart,
You know I'll be waiting.

All this craziness,
Yes it keeps us apart.

Never a day goes by without your memory,
I can still picture us Baby, you and me.

Hold onto my...
Hold onto my heart,
If it feels like it's fading.

Hold onto my...
Hold onto my heart,
You know I'll be waiting.

All this craziness,
Yes it keeps us apart,
So hold onto my heart.

Faith

written by John Williams, Thomas Barrett, Dave Campbell, Shara Hall, & Greg Michie

Fading fast this Misery of what we,
Find it hard to get this drunk in this place too,
Announce your Anthems on the ceiling,
Naked melting figures dance,
You know this shit ain't new.

Embrace the Chaos,
Feel it flowing,
Where we go?
Nobody knows!
Those Bastards will come too!

Feeling free to do as...
I'm feeling?

You're fading through this world,
Blessing those who have the chance,
To view you like I do,
Happily it was my lose in such,
That I am finally over it,
While you're within the constant realm of touch.

A dream of beauty?
Gone Forever!
When this Hell is finally over,
Crying will not due!

Feeling free to do as...
I'm feeling!

Insanity is our way of cutting loose,
Don't piss us off,
We're coming quick to put you in a noose,
The power that will fuel this fire,
The way this Planet turns is crazy,
But will do.

Fading fast the growing pressence of Society,
The cry is out!
The battle's won!
We'll rule with Anarchy!

Feeling free to do as...
I'm feeling.

Mourning

written by John Williams, David Lewis, Hugo Ferreira, Jesse Vest, Matt Taul, & Todd Whitener

Is there something that you're trying to say?
Don't hold back now!
It's been a long time since we've felt this way,
So don't hold back now!
I purposely forgot about loving anyone,
Cause I'm the only one who has,
Who hasn't been stepped upon!

Is there something that you're trying to say?
Cause I can't take it!
Cause I grew up a Man this way,
I'm hurt,
I'll shake it,
I'll crawl back into my cage,
That's how I'll make it.

Cause out of all this hurt we had,
Beauty thus becomes,
Beauty thus becomes.

In the morning I can see the signs,
No wonder I could never keep you satisfied,
In the mourning I can see inside,
Myself and all the things that you were trying to hide.

In the morning I can see the signs,
No wonder I could never keep you satisfied,
In the mourning I can see inside,
Myself and all the things that you were trying to hide.

I'm wishing all the best for you,
So now I'll say goodbye,
Cause all the shit that we've been through,
Put wisdom in my eyes.

So walk away!
Don't turn around!
Cause I won't be standing here!

Cause all the lies that we've been living through,
Are becoming very clear,
Beauty thus becomes.

In the morning I can see the signs,
No wonder I could never keep you satisfied,
In the mourning I can see inside,
Myself and all the things that you were trying to hide.

In the morning I can see the signs,
No wonder I could never keep you satisfied,
In the mourning I can see inside,
Myself and all the things that you were trying to hide.

Then you conned me into thinking,
That all I had was you?
The small insinuations were cutting me through,
Cutting me through.

Now I stand alone here stronger than before,
And I'll never go back,
Never go back,
Never go back.

In the morning I can see the signs,
No wonder I could never keep you satisfied,
In the mourning I can see inside,
Myself and all the things that you were trying to hide.

In the morning I can see the signs,
No wonder I could never keep you satisfied,
In the mourning I can see inside,
Myself and all the things that you were trying to hide.

In the morning I can see the signs,
No wonder I could never keep you satisfied,
In the mourning I can see inside,
Myself and all the things that you were trying to hide.

Guilty

written by John Williams, Steve Borrowman, Greg Michie, & Thomas Barrett

Guilty as Sin this I confess,
I can't deny,
Strong in the heart but weak in the flesh,
I never meant to do you wrong.

I swear the soul gets blistered along the way,
But when you hurt the things you love,
You've gotta know...

If you need Hope,
If you need Fear,
Are those words that you've been longing to hear?

If you need Faith,
If you need Love,
Maybe I'm guilty,
Guilty of all the above.

Can't hide the truth I stand accused,
Don't ask me why,
I question every move and thought I had,
What's going on inside?

I swear the soul gets blistered along the way,
But when you hurt the things you love,
You gotta know...

If you need Hope,
If you need Fear,
Are those words that you've been longing to hear?

If you need Faith,
If you need Love,
Maybe I'm guilty.

And if it feels wrong,
To feel this right,
I can't help it maybe I'm on fire.

If you need Faith,
If you need Love,
Maybe I'm guilty,
Guilty of all the above.

It's not my 1st offense,
And it won't be the last,
My lips are sealed,
I would not change a thing,
Except what's in the Past.

If you need Hope,
If you need Fear,
Are those words that you've been longing to hear?

If you need Faith,
If you need Love,
Maybe I'm guilty of loving you.

If it feels wrong,
To feel this right,
I can't help it maybe I'm on fire.

If you need Faith,
If you need Love,
Maybe I'm guilty,
Guilty of all the above.

One Armed-Scissor

written by Cedric Bixler, Omar Rodriguez, Jim Ward, Paul Hinojos, & Tony Hajjar

Yes this is the campaign,
Slithered entrails in the Corgo Bay,
Neutered is the vastness hallow vacuum,
Check the Oxygen tanks.

They hibernate but have they kissed the ground?
Pucker up and kiss the asphalt now,
Tease this amputation splintered Larynx,
It has access now.

Cut away!
Cut away!
Send transmission to the one-armed scissor.

Cut away!
Cut away!
Send transmission from the one-armed scissor.

Cut away!
Cut away!
Send tranmission from the one-armed scissor.

Cut away!
Cut away!

Banked on memory,
Mummified circuitry,
Skin graft machinery,
Sputnik sickles found in the seats.

Self-destruct sequence,
This station is non-operational,
Species growing bubbles in an IV loitering unknown origin,
Is this the comfort of being afraid?
Solar Eclipsed black out the vultures as they wait.

Unknown?
Unknown?
Unknown?
Unknown?

Cut away!
Cut away!
Send transmission from the one-armed scissor.

Cut away!
Cut away!
Send transmission from the one-armed scissor.

Cut away!
Cut away!
Send transmission from the one-armed scissor.

Cut away!
Cut away!

Dissect a trillion sighs away,
Will you get this letter?
Jagged pulp sliced in my veins,
I write to remember.

Cause I'm a million miles away,
Will you get this letter?
Jagged pulp sliced in my veins,
I write to remember.

I write to remember.
Am I right to remember?

Cut away!
Cut away!
Send transmission from the one-armed scissor.

Cut away!
Cut away!
Send transmission from the one-armed scissor.

Cut away!
Cut away!
Send transmission from the one-armed scissor.

Cut away!
Cut away!
Cut away!
Cut away!
Cut away!
Cut away!

For Whom The Bell Tolls

written by John Williams

I stumble in the night,
Never really knew,
What it would've been like,
You're no longer there to break my fall.

A heartache over you?
I gave it everything but I couldn't get through,
I never saw the signs,
You're the last to know when love is blind.

Count my tears and the turbulent years,
When I would not wait for no one,
Need to stop and take a look at myself,
To see me loosing you.

When a lonely heart breaks,
And as the Woman forsakes,
Is to dream and bestow,
And I'm missing you more,
And the fire that will roar,
There's a hole in my soul,
For you it's goodbye,
For me it's to cry,
For whom the bell tolls.

Hold me...

I've seen you in a magazine,
A picture at party where you shouldn't have been,
Hanging on the arms of someone else.

I'm still in love with you,
Won't you come back to your Little Boy Blue?
I've come to feel inside,
This precious love was never mine.

Now I know but a little too late,
That I could not live without you,
In the dark with an open wound,
I promise I'll be there!

When a lonely heart breaks,
And as the Woman forsakes,
Is to dream and bestow,
And I'm missing you more,
And the fire that will roar,
There's a hole in my soul,
For you it's goodbye,
For me it's to cry,
For whom the bell tolls.

Now I knew there'd be times like this,
When I couldn't reach out to no one,
I'm never gonna find someone,
Who knows me like you do.

Are you leaving me a helpless child,
When it took so long to save me?
I'd fight the Devil in the Deep Blue Sea,
If only you weren't away,
I promise I'll be there.

When a lonely heart breaks,
And as the Woman forsakes,
Is to dream and bestow.
And I'm missing you more,
And the fire that will roar,
There's a hole in my soul,
For you it's goodbye,
For me it's to cry,
For whom the bell tolls.