Shimmer

She calls me from the cold just when I was low,
Feeling short of stable,
All that she intends and all she keeps inside,
She doesn't know the label.

She says she's ashamed can she take me for a walk?
Can I be a friend we'll forget the past,
Well maybe I'm not able and I break at the bend.

We're here and now will we ever be again?
Cause I have found all that shimmer's in this world,
Is sure to fade away again.

She dreams a champaign dream strawberry surpise,
Pink linen on white papper,
Lavender and cream fields of butterfiles,
Reality escapes her.

She says that love is for fools who fall behind,
I'm somewhere between never really knew,
A killer from a Savior till I break at the bend.

We're here and now will we ever be again?
Cause I have found all that shimmer's in this world,
Is sure to fade away again.

It's too far away for me to hold,
Too far away!
It's too far away for me to hold,
Too far away!

It's too far away for me to hold,
Too far away!
It's too far away for me to hold,
Too far away!

It's too far away for me to hold,
Too far away!
It's too far away for me to hold,
Too far away!

Guess I'll let her go!

Cold

Looking back at me I see that I never really got it right,
I never stopped to think of you,
I'm always wrapped up in things I cannot win,
You are the antidote that gets me by,
Something strong like a drug that gets me high.

What I really meant to say is I'm sorry for the way I am,
I never meant to be so cold,
I never meant to be so cold.

What I really meant to say is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold,
I never meant to be so cold.

To you I'm sorry about all the lies maybe in a different light,
You could see me stand on my own again,
Cause now I can't see,
You are the antidote that got me by,
Something strong like a drug that got me high.

What I really meant to say is I'm sorry for the way I am,
I never meant to be so cold,
I never meant to be so cold.

What I really meant to say iIs I'm sorry for the way I am,
I never meant to be so cold,
I never meant to be so cold.

I never meant to be so cold.

I never really wanted you to see,
The screwed up side of me,
That I keep locked inside of me so deep,
It always seems to get to me.

I never really wanted you to go,
So many things that you shouldn't have known,
I guess for me there's just no hope,
I never meant to be so cold.

What I really meant to say is I'm sorry for the way I am,
I never meant to be so cold,
I never meant to be so cold.

What I really meant to say is I'm sorry for the way I am,
I never meant to be so cold,
I never meant to be so cold.

The Best Of You

I've got another confession to make I'm your fool,
Everyone's got their chains to break holding you,
Were you born to resist or be abused?

Is someone getting the best,
The best, the best, the best of you?
Is someone getting the best,
The best, the best, the best of you?

Or are you gone and onto someone new?
I needed somewhere to hang my head without your noose,
You gave me something that I didn't have but had no use,
I was too weak to give in too strong to lose.

My heart is under arrest again but I'll break loose,
My head is giving me life or death but I can't choose,
I swear I'll never give in I refuse.

Is someone getting the best,
The best, the best, the best of you?
Is someone getting the best,
The best, the best, the best of you?

Has someone taken your faith?
It's real the pain you feel?
You trust you must confess,
Is someone getting the best,
The best, the best, the best of you?

Has someone taken your faith?
It's real the pain you feel?
The life the love you'd die to heal,
The hope that starts the broken hearts,
You trust you must confess.

Is someone getting the best,
The best, the best, the best of you?
Is someone getting the best,
The best, the best, the best of you?

I've got another confession my friend I'm no fool,
I'm getting tired of starting again somewhere new,
Were you born to resist or be abused?
I swear I'll never give in I refuse!

Is someone getting the best,
The best, the best, the best of you?
Is someone getting the best,
The best, the best, the best of you?

Has someone taken your faith?
It's real the pain you feel?
You trust you must confess,
Is someone getting the best,
The best, the best, the best of you?

Mudshovel

You take away I feel the same.
You take away I feel the same?
All the promises you made to me are made in vain,
I lost myself inside your tainted smile again.

Cause you can't feel my anger you can't feel my pain,
You can't feel my torment driving me insane,
I can't fight these feelings they bring only pain,
You can't take away and make me whole again.

I feel betrayed stuck in your ways,
And you rip me apart with the fruit of things you say,
I can't deal with this shit anymore I just look away.

Cause you can't feel my anger you can't feel my pain,
You can't feel my torment driving me insane,
I can't fight these feelings they bring only pain,
You can't take away and make me whole again.

Mudshovel...
Mudshovel...
Mudshovel...
Mudshovel...

Mudshovel...
Mudshovel...
Mudshovel...
Mudshovel...

You take away I feel the same,
All these promises promised only pain,
If you take away and leave me with nothing again.

Cause you can't feel my anger you can't feel my pain,
You can't feel my torment driving me insane,
I can't fight these feelings they bring only pain,
You can't take away and make me whole again.

You will feel my anger!
You will feel my pain!
You will feel my torment driving you insane!
I can't fight these feelings they will bring you pain,
You won't take away and I'll be whole again.

Mudshovel...
Mudshovel...
Mudshovel...
Mudshovel...

Mudshovel...
Mudshovel...
Mudshovel...
Mudshovel...

Nothing Else Matters

So close no matter how far,
Couldn't be much more from the heart,
Forever trust in who we are,
And nothing else matters.

Never opened myself this way,
Life is our we live it our way,
All these words I just don't say,
And nothing else matters.

Trust I seek and I find in you,
Everyday for us something new?
Open mind for a different view,
And nothing else matters.

Never cared for what they do,
Never cared for what they know,
But I know!

So close no matter how far,
Couldn't be much more from the heart,
Forever trusting who we are,
And nothing else matters.

Never cared for what they do,
Never cared for what they know,
But I know!

Never opened myself this way,
Life is our we live it our way,
All these words I just don't say,
And nothing else matters.

Trust I seek and I find in you,
Everyday for us something new?
Open mind for a different view,
And nothing else matters.

Never cared for what they say,
Never cared for games they play,
Never cared for what they do,
Never cared for what they know,
But I know!

So close no matter how far,
Couldn't be much more from the heart,
Forever trust in who we are,
And nothing else matters.