I Told Myself

written by Chad Sexton, Nick Hexum, & SA Martinez

Picked up on the wrong scent,
Not gonna make a means,
How many times are you in my ryhmes?

Burn me once?
Shame on thee,
Burn me again?
Shame on me.

I'm placing/chasing,
The point misplacing,
When I think of you,
My mind is racing,
I'm spacing out when,
I get to the point of no return,
I get burned.

I told myself I'm through with you,
The last thing that I'll ever do,
Is let down my guard,
Shouldn't be too hard,
I know it's over,
I gotta elevated disreguard.

I can't believe I fell for it,
But I'll do it again,
Told myself I'm gonna quit,
But I'll do it again.

I can't believe I fell for it,
But I'll do it again,
Told myself I'm gonna quit but...

This was supposed to be the last time,
I told myself this wouldn't happen again,
I told myself I wasn't ever going to call you,
I told myself I wouldn't let you back in,
But here I am dailing/trying.

I told myself to get a hold of myself,
I won't freak out,
Or let you tweek out on Ecstacy,
You're not next to me,
I'm sorry little girl but you're testing me.

I told myself to get a hold of myself,
I'm trying,
I'm not lying,
Don't make me mad,
You know I love you bad,
I wanna sniff the glue,
That holds me to you.

I told myself to get ahold of myself,
But don't rush me,
Can't you trust me?
The sound I hear,
Whenever you are near,
I know it's never wrong,
Cause you're my favorite song.

I can't believe I fell for it,
But I'll do it again,
Told myself I'm gonna quit,
But I'll do it again.

I can't believe I fell for it,
But I'll do it again,
Told myself I'm gonna quit but...

This was supposed to be the last time,
I told myself this wouldn't happen again,
I told myself I wasn't ever gonna call you,
I told myself I wouldn't let you back in,
But here I am dailing/trying.

And now it's all turned bad,
Turned bad?
Turned bad.

Boy it'll make me jealous,
It's obvious and sad,
Now the offer's in a bag,
Now you're left with what you had,
You had.

Rain comes down as love turns to dust,
I was joking and she took me serious,
Rain comes down as love turns to dust,
I was joking and she took me serious,
Serious?!

This was the last time,
That I was ever going to call you,
I told myself I wouldn't let you back in,
But here I am dailing/trying.

Every Time I Look At You

written by Bob Ezrin & Paul Stanley

Tried to say I'm sorry,
I didn't mean to break your heart,
And find you waiting up by the light of day,
There's a lot I wanna tell you,
But I don't know where to start,
And I don't know what I'd do,
If you walked away.

Baby I tried to make it,
I just got lost along the way.

Cause every time I look at you,
No matter what I'm going through,
It's easy to see that every time I hold you,
The things I never told you seem to come easily,
Cause you're everything to me.

I never really wanted to let you get inside my heart,
I wanted to believe this would soon be ended,
I thought it wouldn't matter if it all just came apart,
But now I realize I was just pretending.

Oh Baby I know I hurt you,
But you can still believe in me.

Cause every time I look at you,
No matter what I'm going through,
It's easy to see that every time I hold you,
The things I never told you seem to come easily,
Cause you're everything to me.

It's gonna take a little time to show you,
Just what you mean to me,
It seems the more I get to know you,
The more I need to make you see you're everything to me.

Oh Baby I know I hurt you,
But you can still believe in me.

Cause every time I look at you,
No matter what I'm going through,
It's easy to see that every time I hold you,
The things I never told you seem to come easily,
Cause you're everything to me.

You're everything to me...
You're everything to me.