Duality

I push my fingers into my eyes,
Its the only thing that slowly stops the ache,
But it's made of all the things I have to take.

Jesus it never ends,
It pushed its way inside,
If the pain goes on.

I have screamed until my veins collapsed,
I've waited as my times elapsed,
Now all I do is live with so much fate.

I wished for this,
I bitched at that,
I've left behind this little fact,
You cannot kill what you did not create.

I've gotta say what I've gotta say,
And then I swear I'll go away,
But I can't promise you'll enjoy the noise.

I guess I'll save the best for last,
My Future seems like one big past,
You laughed at me cause you left me no choice.

I push my fingers into my eyes,
It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache,
If the pain goes on,
I'm not gonna make it!

Pull me back together,
Or separate the skin from bone,
Leave me all the pieces,
Then you can leave me alone.

Tell me the reality is better than the dream,
But I've found out the hard way,
Nothing is what it seems!

I push my fingers into my eyes,
It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache,
But it's made of all the things I have to take.

Jesus it never ends,
It pushed its way inside,
If the pain goes on,
I'm not gonna make it!

All I've got,
All I've got is insane.

All I've got,
All I've got is insane.

All I've got,
All I've got is insane!

All I've got,
All I've got is insane!

All I've got,
All I've got is insane!

All I've got,
All I got is insane!

I push my fingers into my eyes,
It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache,
But it's made of all the things I have to take.

Jesus it never ends,
It pushed its way inside,
If the pain goes on,
I'm not gonna make it!

All I've got,
All I've got is insane.

All I've got,
All I've got is insane.

All I've got,
All I've got is insane!

All I've got,
All I've got is insane!