I Told Myself

written by Chad Sexton, Nick Hexum, & SA Martinez

Picked up on the wrong scent,
Not gonna make a means,
How many times are you in my ryhmes?

Burn me once?
Shame on thee,
Burn me again?
Shame on me.

I'm placing/chasing,
The point misplacing,
When I think of you,
My mind is racing,
I'm spacing out when,
I get to the point of no return,
I get burned.

I told myself I'm through with you,
The last thing that I'll ever do,
Is let down my guard,
Shouldn't be too hard,
I know it's over,
I gotta elevated disreguard.

I can't believe I fell for it,
But I'll do it again,
Told myself I'm gonna quit,
But I'll do it again.

I can't believe I fell for it,
But I'll do it again,
Told myself I'm gonna quit but...

This was supposed to be the last time,
I told myself this wouldn't happen again,
I told myself I wasn't ever going to call you,
I told myself I wouldn't let you back in,
But here I am dailing/trying.

I told myself to get a hold of myself,
I won't freak out,
Or let you tweek out on Ecstacy,
You're not next to me,
I'm sorry little girl but you're testing me.

I told myself to get a hold of myself,
I'm trying,
I'm not lying,
Don't make me mad,
You know I love you bad,
I wanna sniff the glue,
That holds me to you.

I told myself to get ahold of myself,
But don't rush me,
Can't you trust me?
The sound I hear,
Whenever you are near,
I know it's never wrong,
Cause you're my favorite song.

I can't believe I fell for it,
But I'll do it again,
Told myself I'm gonna quit,
But I'll do it again.

I can't believe I fell for it,
But I'll do it again,
Told myself I'm gonna quit but...

This was supposed to be the last time,
I told myself this wouldn't happen again,
I told myself I wasn't ever gonna call you,
I told myself I wouldn't let you back in,
But here I am dailing/trying.

And now it's all turned bad,
Turned bad?
Turned bad.

Boy it'll make me jealous,
It's obvious and sad,
Now the offer's in a bag,
Now you're left with what you had,
You had.

Rain comes down as love turns to dust,
I was joking and she took me serious,
Rain comes down as love turns to dust,
I was joking and she took me serious,
Serious?!

This was the last time,
That I was ever going to call you,
I told myself I wouldn't let you back in,
But here I am dailing/trying.